I decided tonight that one of the reasons I love melancholy music is because it makes me feel. I haven't felt anything deep in my gut for a long time. Some people would call this a blessing. Tonight, I'm not so sure.
"we hold all the keys to our undoing cutting me down in small degrees you know my worst insecurities I'm making no effort to understand no one can hurt you like I can deep down inside the girl's waking up she's calling out to the boy she loves..."
tara. i miss you friend. skype date soon please? i have that picture of all of us on the playground taken with the lamaze camera. i look at it. it makes me miss my friends. i understand melancholy.
Lamaze camera. =) Hehe. Funny how when we haven't felt anything for a long time, we miss even writhing agony. I hope you don't feel that any time soon. I hope you feel loved and really happy today.
"we hold all the keys to our undoing
ReplyDeletecutting me down in small degrees
you know my worst insecurities
I'm making no effort to understand
no one can hurt you like I can
deep down inside the girl's waking up
she's calling out to the boy she loves..."
I felt something deep in my gut the other day. I think it was the feeling one gets from drinking the tap water here. Wait, was this a serious post?
ReplyDeletei'll trade you guts. mine feel things all the time.
ReplyDeleteWe all find ways to make sure that this is reality. Music can make every fiber feel.
ReplyDeletetara. i miss you friend. skype date soon please? i have that picture of all of us on the playground taken with the lamaze camera. i look at it. it makes me miss my friends. i understand melancholy.
ReplyDeleteLamaze camera. =) Hehe. Funny how when we haven't felt anything for a long time, we miss even writhing agony. I hope you don't feel that any time soon. I hope you feel loved and really happy today.
ReplyDeleteI am dreamer, but I aint the only one. I got problems but we love to have fun! This is our world, from here to your hood. Its ok to feel good.
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