I find myself grumpy lately. I'm exhausted and stressed and tired of plodding through responsibilities. I don't feel free. I think that's what's bothering me. Lack of freedom is making me waste away.
Yesterday was our last day of school. It was a push, a big push up until the bitter end. But even though that phase is over (thankfully), I'm in a new phase of stressful things. Pack. Move. Clean. Buy a plane ticket. Or am I driving? Or am I caravaning? When am I leaving? These things I do not know.
But there are always going to be other things aren't there? What am I waiting for to LIVE? I can't remember the last time I went on an adventure. A real adventure. The kind that gets your heart rate up.
I'm ready for the life drought to be over. Let it rain!
bring it on sister!
ReplyDeletemy hopes are so high right now--like what i imagine it is like to do drugs--that kind of high....pretty optimistic :) i love the idea in this blog. and it's echoing in alot of people too lately...i have seriously heard about 10 people say that recently....like....."man i am not living...just surviving..." there are some beautiful moments to be had. i hope this works out! love you tara! ~Em
ReplyDeleteit's true
ReplyDeleteTara!!! I can't wait!!! Adventure here we come! We've got lots to do up here : ) Come soon...
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